Showing posts with label 心情. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 心情. Show all posts

Thursday, August 20, 2009

frustrated and streesful

Today, this is the first time I skipped one class of the BME course.
I don't really want to but I have to, project took me a long time to finish that.
The presentation class in the afternoon, based on our request, Hason (my tutor) gave up having us doing "Starbucks" presentation. Instead, he said he is streeful and told us some role models he met in his life.

One is a dean of his department at buiness school, the characteristic of him is "Efficient", "Immune from sleep" "Always replys mail whinin 2 hours no matter what time".I know what he tried to imply that we were not good student and not suitable for business study. This is the first point that frustrated me.

Then, we got the assessment of our mid-trem case study writing and presenting, then I found that me and our group got very low grades. I know I am not really good enough and can't manage English very well, but scores shouldn't be like that. "Introspection" it's the first word on the top of my head. If I learnt not enough? I felt upset today not only for the lack of sleep but also the low score. I just started having dounts about my ability. That's the second big thing that frustrated me.
Not mention to the housing chaos, I feel sorry for the everyone who planed to live wtih me. This also because I found something that beyond my ability so I need to make a choice.

Anyway, I gonna contiuning fighting for my projcet and I hope I could make it before deadline. Bless me.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

張大千特展

史博館這次的特展真的很直得一看
與之前特展不同的是由於本身館藏就很多
所以不像之前的絲路甚至米勒展一樣必須要花200~250的特展票進去
加上我目前的學生資格,僅僅15元就能欣賞到世界級藝術家的作品,真的非常划算
不管去哪一國的博物館,都絕對不會有這樣的享受

我真的深刻覺得張大千除了有跟魔鬼簽約而得到的天賦異稟之外
更重要的更是注定獻身給藝術的決心
從六朝唐宋元明清到敦煌石窟的臨摹畫汲取古人經典畫之精髓
更在年事已高並受眼疾及心臟病之苦的情況之下完成馳名中外貫穿古今的破墨山水畫及蓮花
尤其在大廳看到那三公尺多高的蓮花墨畫,氣勢磅礡
十分的震撼,更感受到中國繪畫獨特及迷人之處
有空的人有去走走體會一下吧

Saturday, May 30, 2009

About surfing

Let me quote my friend's article to decribe the day I spent with him. But for your reference, he is come from San Diego in US. And it's really interesting to see the "eyes on Taiwan" from foreigner's perspective. And the stupid friend he mentioned is no doubt would be me. Here we go~
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17 May 2009

Surfing and Changes of Pace

As I write this there is a large demonstration of at least a few thousand people going by our apartment window, protesting the same thing that the large demonstration that we talked about oh so long ago. It is really different living on a main street than living in a mountain community, so convenient and rather lively. It still feels new and foreign, but we are getting used to it. Soon I will be obtaining a 24 inch LCD to complement my archive of cartoons, life can only go up from there. Speaking of which, we have three trips coming up fast- hint to those of you who are going, and we are really excited. I cannot wait to eat nothing but Viet food everyday. I am finding the lack of access to foods I am accustomed to are taking a toll on my dream time. I cannot stop dreaming about breakfast burritos, surfing and the comforts of a jacuzzi.
Fortunately I was able to do something about going surfing. I basically harassed everyone I know who might be interested in surfing all week until someone said they would go with me. Ah, brings back good memories. The whole experience yesterday however, was filled with so many happy and unhappy experiences that not even LA could be as big of a fiasco as the beach we went to in Taiwan. First of all the train ride was two hours and it was early in the morning, but that I was ready for. The fact that the train topped out at 30 mph was a little frustrating, but who could expect Taiwan to have as good of a train system as China (the people outside would not be happy to hear me say that). At any rate, a surf shop offered to pick us up if my friend would rent a board, so things looked up. The next thing that would happen however, would make it very difficult to enjoy my surfing experience-- and walking. The beach had a very dark sand and spread widely between me and the ocean. I of course was bare foot. I can confidently say that that sand was the hottest sand I have ever walked across. About ten feet in I realized that the sand was burning my feet, so I began to run. I am not sure if that was such a good idea, but hey, I wanted to get the hell of the sand. Apparently the look of pain on my face and the desperate run that turned into a stop and bury my feet into not so cooler sand- though bearable, caught the attention of at least on beach goer. My lord and savior, some Taiwanese man, ranup with sandals for me. It was the nicest gesture anyone has ever done for me.
I made it to the wet sand and noticed everyone had taken their sandals and set them at the edge of the wet sand and hot sand like it was their doorstep. It would have been amusing if I really hadn't burned my feet. I kid you not, I have a few blisters on the bottom of my feet and redness, which I believe is a first degree burn and crossing into second, or so I was informed. Anyway, I toughed it out and got in the water. This is when I noticed that there were hundreds of people in front of me and the waves resembled something like wake on a lake, but smaller. Having a six foot two board, this just sucked. On a side note, last time I had been here there were at least one or two people who semi knew what they were doing. This lot was nothing like the last time. It was like watching penguins on rocks. Not only could no one, all one-hundred or so of them, not sit on their board let alone lay on their board, but they could not go sideways or diagonal- only forwards and backwards. I watched many a people run into each other at extremely slow speeds (no one was catching anything), some swimming alongside their board, some between sitting and rolling over, but all floating and pushing each other to get anywhere, like a very boring bumper boat ride. I really wish I could have taken a video, because I doubt I could experience this outside of an Asian country (no offense to anyone intended). Even my friend, whom I tried to help, could not sit on his board without laying down and straddling it with his legs (he was among those who could only go forwards and backwards). Hopefully next time we will have some waves to learn him on--> as my kids would say. All was not lost though, we found a friend there and he had a car! and he drives there every week! and he wants company! Woohoo, now I just have to convince him to go no Sunday and not Saturday. It was fun fun and not fun fun, but hey, I got to get in the water. Not exactly the waves of my dream, but who can really complain about the spectacle that only those who come to Asia can really experience. Oh and we saw Star Trek, it was great. Oh and we have started attending Pub Quizzes, which are exactly what they sound like. These tests are really hard and have a lot of questions, hopefully someone will come visit and join our team. I will have you know my random military history knowledge cam to use for one episode. Sadly though, I questioned myself on the who said quote and geography question (William Shatner and how many stars on Iraqi flag, three) and I didnt get to flex my nerd muscles for everyone to admire. Damn that girl who made me doubt myself.
PS> I forgot to mention that my friend is not very apt at applying sunscreen to people's backs or has never done it before. I have a bunch of streaks of sunburn all over. I look like I have a skin disease. Oh and that protest has grown larger, meaning it has been an hour walking by my apartment and its getting louder. I lied about thousands, it is up to tens of thousands now.

Protest, one hour in.

All hail the motherland, their's anyway.

Ed's B-day at an all you can eat/drink bbq place. Really popular in Taiwan- and anyone who comes here will be treated to a visit, despite the headache the Tiawan beer always gives me.
Lastly, it was supposed to rain everyday in April and May. I can tell you from experience in the Summer it does indeed rain everyday, but instead of the rainy season being rainy, we have had a drought for two or three weeks. By the looks of it now, that is about to change. Its weird how when the endless rain is finally gone, you miss it.

Friday, May 8, 2009

這個世代的信用

想發洩一下最近讓人很不舒服的事情
就是信用這件事
不知道大家是怎麼了
我只要跟我學長姊或是比我大的人約, 人家總是不會忘記
並且很重承諾
我承認我是很重承諾的人, 所以我從來不輕易答應事情
但是我答應就會盡一切所能的去達到
但是這一個月裡面
不管是多好的朋友到比較不熟的人
好像大家都變成YES MAN一樣
什麼都說要 什麼都說做得到
卻往往到最後一刻才會跟你說很抱歉, 甚至就什麼都不說就是整個爽約
也許我們都受過良好的教育也應該都有良好的家教
我真的不知道為什麼這種事情會發生
我只能說不重視自己的品牌的以後一定會嘗到苦果
我根本懶的去指出你們的錯誤
信用額度用完之後, 我是沒有辦法再發的
只考慮到自己不考慮別人的想法
也許就是我們這一代的特徵吧
只能說無奈, 也提醒自己不要跟他們一樣

Thursday, May 7, 2009

台東台梗九號米

今天在頂好結帳的時候
被結帳的阿姨稱讚了一番
因為他看到我在米架的那邊看了好久
最後挑了一個非常好吃又非常划算的米
她覺得非常難得, 尤其又是個男生
覺得今天還滿高興的~

Saturday, May 2, 2009

勞動節之自行車行



天氣終於漸漸暖和, 也該是出門運動的好季節了
之前雖然都有在騎自行車不過因為是隨便騎大車隊, 所以到的地方都不算遠
這一次大家終於比較認真的可以到達比較遠的地方
我從家裡到公館加到淡水來回
差不多剛好70km
但是真的耗掉不少時間休息和等修車, 可能太陽大耗掉大家不少體力
不然理論上不會花到將近10個小時

感謝主辦人盈盈的號召
Sindy姊的滷味
Tony大哥的小march
大家的恆心和毅力
期待下次的北海岸之旅囉~~

Thursday, January 22, 2009

這兩天的女童軍總會服務

雖然已經不是第一次帶小朋友
不過帶純粹小女生的隊算是第一次
還是跟以前一樣小朋友都還是會取笑我或是騎到我頭上
我是沒差, 反正大家快樂就好
我很用心也很有耐心的陪她們玩
但是也許是個性上還有性別的差距
我可以當大家的玩偶但真的沒辦法像其他團長一樣
說些我最喜歡你或是讓小朋友窩心的話讓大家的感情更親密

不過經歷這次之後真的覺得小女生還不錯
願意玩(但不像小男生遠永停不下來)
願意寫作業願意聽話有時候還會反過來關心你(雖然我受不了太多的尖叫)
秘書長說的話很有道理:
我們都可以透過小朋友對你的回應來重新認識自己
不過我想不只是小朋友
只要是跟你接觸過的每個人我也覺得要做到顧客滿意才是

Friday, December 19, 2008

HBS校友經驗分享

很久沒寫網誌
其實做的事情跟以前差不多
只是現在至少都有成績了
開始Essay的寫作
雖然說這是另一個地獄的開始
但我覺得這才是身為一個未來的MBA學生
或是(邏輯思考工作者)->我自己取的
跟校方和老師們溝通的最好媒介
也是趁此時檢視自己到底設定的目標是什麼
有沒有始終如一
念這個書到底值不值得

anyway,我今天的感想是
用case study的方式學習的方式真的很棒
我想未來的知識也許就真的隨便點就找的到
但是邏輯推理的能力卻是怎麼樣也學不來的
所以從HBS出來的學生反正不受限自己的領域因為他們不怕任何的挑戰
因為邏輯性的判斷不會使結果偏差太多
幾個結論,校友們覺得從HBS畢業後最不一樣的東西:
1. For them, nothing is impossible, when you believe.
2. They know theirself and how far they can go. But only take the job which interests them most.
3. No standard answer for each problem.

最後,我問了一個最近一直困擾我的問題(推薦函)
一致的答案是:
絕對不要找名氣大的人寫,因為到了國外,他們一樣是nobody,而且一看就知道是申請人自己寫的
還有,跟你做過事的人絕對能寫出不一樣的東西

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

GMAT再挑戰

這次依然沒有達到自己想要的分數
但沒有上次那麼絕望的感覺
因為還有很多人也是一樣在這樣的考試裡面奮鬥努力
我們不能就這樣放棄
檢討過去
應該是太在意所謂英文程度的累積而忽略了前人長久留下來的智慧
考試不是考實力的
而是考技巧及準備的策略

第三次
我也希望是最後一次
為自己打氣(這種時候 楊培安的我相信旋律就會響起)

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

不管你做什麼,我都支持你

最近在思考這句話的意義
不否認,以前的我時常把這句話掛在嘴上
因為它代表的是一種信任,是一種義氣,是一種愛,是一種可以給別人安定及勇氣的一句話
君子有成人之美,不是嗎?
當別人有問題需要意見的時候,我相信他要的大部分不是反對甚至是理性的意見
更甚至於是感情的問題
感覺其實都已經自己知道是個錯誤的決定,可是只想要聽到是否會有一個正面支持的意見而已
這種感覺,其實跟政治人物所謂的"取暖之旅"不是一樣嗎?
只是我們覺得那樣的事情是偉大的所以應該要理性
誰知道他們是否把這種事情看的那麼重要就是了

"不管你做什麼,我都支持你"
其實是一個不付責任的說法
這是我最近的體認
因為別人的人生其實跟你的人生沒關係
你當然不會干預也不會想去干預
你其實只是想鼓勵他,希望在那個當下他會心情好一些
但是關於未來長遠的事情或是你的鼓勵所帶來的影響可能都不會考慮進去

最近的事情讓我想到我的家人
讓他自己決定吧!
這樣的話語雖然會在心中想起
但是如果未來怎麼樣是不是跟自己脫不了關係
明明大多數人都覺得不妥還是否要讓事情這樣走下去
"不管你做什麼,我都支持你"這樣不負責任的話似乎已經說不出口了
當你有個伴侶,你確信自己是很愛很愛她的
我相信你一定會支持她的任何決定
但是,我才發現,對家人是不可能那樣說的
所以對家人愛那才是無以附加的

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Credit Issue

I think it’s the general cases that everyone has a credit line and credit ranking for every person he/she knows.
Sometimes we chose to trust someone by no reasons cause’ his/her credit account still got a large surplus of “TRUSTWORTHINESS”
Recently, many people I know they just make their credit rating downward and I really hate the feeling that I have no choice to take credit crunch or credit freeze methods to their account. That’s really said about recalling the good things they have done.
It’s really hard for me to deal with it lately, cause’ I just don’t want to put me in a risky situation but I think we should treat people more lenient.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

台北地方法院

今天的天很藍,順手就拿傻瓜拍了
不比希臘的天空差
只要有颱風形成,台北也是有這麼美的時刻呢!

雖說是第一次進法院旁聽,照理是有點興奮
但畢竟心情不算是輕鬆的
因為畢竟這件案子也是關於父母朋友之間的借款的債務糾紛
對方的態度令人厭惡
利用朋友間的信任而一再的拖延又一再的否認
請老婆出面說要調用幾天就還
之後就找不到他老婆又推說是她借的而不是他借的
總之,這件事情還沒完
下次還必須再一次出庭對質才行
不過以目前證據來說應是對我方有利的
請大家幫我禱告吧
很多人要站出來幫我父母
但是都被拒絕了
我爸說雖然人家不好
但是還是要保護人家的顏面
畢竟人家還是有小孩有家庭
(這樣的溫柔,我這輩子不知道能不能做到)

進了法院我一直在想,會不會看到有人就在法庭外打架或是拉扯的畫面
畢竟這個地方這麼小,又都是對立且充滿仇恨的人相見
可惜沒看到
審判長非常的年輕,且帶著有個性的膠框眼鏡
我跟我姊說感覺就像是在拍偶像劇一樣

結束之後被告竟然跑來說他被這件事情搞的很憔悴
他很冤枉,他什麼都沒有做
都被雙方的律師拉開了
這種時候,真的是講什麼都沒有用了
(我還是覺得很可惡,都這個時候了,還想利用我們家軟弱的心腸)
下樓的時候,真的覺得設計真是巧妙
兩個不同方向的樓梯
剛好就是給對立的兩邊走的
大家自然而然的就會分開走
下樓之後抬頭望向這個樓梯
就會想到趙駙馬那個抬頭不理各媒體的畫面
我小小的希望就是這個偉大的機構
真的可以站在公理正義的一方做出正確的裁判

之後去新光三越
又經過滿滿都是媒體的特徵組
唉。。。台灣的有錢有權的人難道就不能好好的盡自己應盡的本分嗎?

Sunday, August 31, 2008

張雨生十年紀念演唱會

十年了...
還記得我當時還只是個國中生
後悔沒有錢和時間去看淡水小鎮和吻我吧,娜娜
張雨生就這麼離開大家了
一個從小就崇拜的偶像在經歷過ㄧ個多月的急救後還是就這麼離開了
但是我想,也許就是他的那股生命力才讓他又多走了了這麼多天
一般人可能早就撐不下去了
但也許就是因為這麼多天,才讓大家能夠好好的懷念他,而又創作出聽你聽我這樣感人的作品

這樣的音樂人台灣應該是再也找不到第二個
有符合市場期待的歌
也有聽起來會讓人沉思到皺眉頭的歌
甚至還有完全聽不懂文謅謅內容的歌
大愛小愛全包含進去
就算有人可以模仿到他的某一部分
也沒有辦法像他一般縱橫這麼多領域而自由自在的呼吸
昨天的演唱會
一開始的VCR我就哭了
看到張爸張媽這樣的鎮定也這樣持續的感謝大家並且回饋社會
我就覺得這樣的人好單純好可愛
所以才會有一個這樣笑聲非常爽朗的雨生吧
開始後陶子先上台
可惜的是沒有聽到她唱歌
雖然她並不是一個很會唱的歌手
但是幾首張雨生的經典歌曲都是與陶子合唱的
總是希望能在聽她的聲音去懷念雨生
不過她帶大家一起清唱天天想你時
我又淚流滿面了....

原以為會一直哭到演唱會結束(原來我的哭點滿低的)
五月天一上場就是要以搖滾出發
過大聲的音響確實讓我的耳朵不太舒服
也許阿信真的很用心在改編歌曲
也許我在五月天自己的演唱會裡面會很high
但是我真的沒有任何感覺....五月天也是唯一在這樣的演唱會中還唱自己歌的歌手....

接下來的楊培安真的很不錯
盡力的要揣摩張雨生的唱腔也挑了幾首頗具爆發力的歌要飆高音
做是做到了,但是感覺還是不對,因為那樣的妝扮那樣唱歌的態度並不是雨生會有的
接著還有星光出來和目前一些新歌手唱比較未發表過的作品
只能說普普通通,因為感受不到歌曲中的生命力
及他們對雨生的懷念或者尊崇之情

尤其是蕭敬騰,好像是硬被唱片公司推上來的
用MTV張雨生唱一半他唱一半
高音根本就上不去也唱的不清不楚
真的很難過也倒盡胃口

范瑋琪的表演我就滿喜歡的
雖然沒有華麗和狂飆的演唱
但是幾首那樣簡單舒服的歌
再加上自己對歌曲的解讀還有雨生給自己的回憶
我覺得就很棒

蘇打綠也是重頭戲
但也僅止於中規中矩的演唱
除了"我的未來不是夢"因為之前有改編過表演起來很順
我相信也帶給現場觀眾一些當時國家充滿希望的氣氛

阿妹作為壓軸
真的不是蓋的
真的可以感受到那一段他們兩人合作的故事及散發出來的火花及生命力
我相信也只有阿妹可以完完全全的適合寶哥所創作的快歌吧
艱澀的歌詞已經不重要
重點是那樣的節奏感和聲音的感染力
總可以讓全場瘋狂的感染力
看到阿妹就真的值回票價了

最後...其實很高興有這麼多人跟我一樣喜歡及懷念張雨生
也希望這樣的演唱會能夠每年就這樣辦下去
不要忘記曾經在那樣在你我心中一個正面的能量
但是總希望來的歌手不是為了因為為了沾音樂教父的光而上台
那真是會讓台下的觀眾難過的
希望未來在挑選這些歌手的主辦單位能夠好好把關
不要讓觀眾傷心了

Thursday, July 17, 2008

退休後的生活

第一天..
一大早就趕快趕去捐血,因為平常都沒什麼時間
看著捐血卡終於又要集滿一張
感覺又幫助到很多人
心情很好~
排隊排了一下
沒想到又被通知說:王先生,你還有10天才能捐喔~
很噢,常常都碰到這種事
沒辦法,只好就跟著穿著短褲和涼鞋的台大校友進美麗的台大圖書館K書了
帶著新買的重重mac一起進去
還有提供無線網路服務真是超好的~
今天還有很多電話和訊息進來
都是公司過來的
謝謝大家囉
以後還是要保持聯絡~

台大圖書館整個氣勢和館藏感覺就跟政大很不一樣
感覺最好的是他們有很多日文書
各個領域都有
不像我們以前要找個書都非常痛苦
這邊其實可以很輕鬆的找一本就是還讀的下去的書就開始看了
也因為如此
讓我也花了一些額外的時間看了一些課外書
也順便把跟明珠馬麻借的"先別急著吃棉花糖"給看完了
感觸很多
現在,每當我想要放鬆一下的時候就會想到這個理論
就會突然有點醒過來問自己現在到底在做什麼
看到別人偷懶一下也要趕快念一下
哈 這樣很像變的很討厭~

因為坐了一天,中午的咖哩飯也吃了不少
趁著天氣好,向晚的風正涼
趕快到河堤去慢跑
之前都是一週一次
現再至少兩三天就要跑一次吧
為了自己的健康
因為是平日,腳踏車道已不再擁擠
讓我想到,現在台北的生活就好像河堤內和河堤外的兩個世界
平日是河堤內的世界,一到假日就好像所有的人就到河堤外了

有趣的是~因為嫌麻煩,我通常不會帶著眼鏡或是要dress up的去運動,也不會想說要看美女之類的
結果在我回來的時候就看到一個熟悉的身影正和一人聊天
"哇,那不是我姊嗎?"
原來,是有個打網球的人正在跟我姊搭訕
"不打擾,是我的溫柔"~基於這個原則,趕快到稍遠的距離等著,因為也怕有什麼事情會發生
講完了,我姊很高興的跑來跟我說:好高興喔,那個人問我是不是大學生耶!因為他每天都有來打網球,所以有注意到我每天會來跑步,所以聊一下
"................."
雖然我是個不會搭訕的人(不過我還滿常跟外國人聊天的,也許是陌生的語言,所以就不會有面子的問題了)
"要是我是他,我想我也會這麼說的,哈,這樣說不但會讓女孩子高興,還會讓人家忙著否認又可以講更多資訊,而他可以把話題延續,所以你不用太高興"
"哼"
哈,也許我就是這樣理性又喜歡戳破夢想的處女座
但是,我想還是做一下筆記好了
下次說話的時候也要善用一下這法則
不過確實讓我突然驚覺
在這個人越來越多的公園裡
是不是有人像是上健身房一樣在四處尋覓呢(抖~)
那我想我是不是要開始注意一下形象了
以上是昨天的感想,趁著外面的大雨躲在房間裡寫下

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

離職

終於下了這個決定
最後也順利的離開
總是有許多不捨
因為其實在這裡過的日子和學到的東西
對我來說都是非常珍貴的

這次走一趟日本回來
雖然對我來說並不是非常長的旅行
但是經歷了很多事
碰到了不同人讓我整個想法又多了起來
對工作對人生對職業對感情對人際關係對企業經營
讓我又找到了曾經失去的熱情與夢想
我不知道自己可以做到多少
尤其在這樣的時代
處在這樣的世代
不過我相信只要有自己的熱情與信念
嚴格要求自己的紀律
加上冷靜的頭腦和分析能力
大量的閱讀及提問題的能力
到最後能有解決問題的方法
我想..簡單來說就是這樣吧
也許沒辦法把整個畫面想的清楚
等到投入細節之後我想一切都會明朗化吧
總之...離開會讓我鬆了一口氣
但我知道那是另一條不平凡的路的開始
謝謝大家給我的鼓勵:
說真的在我心裡其實很想給大家一個擁抱
現在任何的鼓勵都是需要的
也許我好像永遠都看來沒什麼事或是無所謂的樣子
珮君姊說:每個決定都是自己做的,所以既然決定了一條路,就理直氣壯的走下去吧!(電視劇看來的)
永蕊說:別忘了在打拼未來的同時保有赤子之心,投資自己的同時,相信自己是最好的
maggie:別忘了做支績優股,有肩膀有屁股才是真正的男子漢
當然還有很多這幾天找我聊天的各位朋友們,真的很謝謝大家
我會記得這一切,記得這一年八個月整的努力
之後的成長,我想要快速的和倍數的增加
希望我自己能達成

Sunday, June 1, 2008

Book worm

下星期就要去日本了~
心亂如麻..
雖然有找到一些準備自助旅行的快樂
但是..因為配合來配合去的還有行程的改變和收集資料
因為龜毛的個性讓我實在讓我心力交瘁
也因為如此
最近買書的量非常的大
三個禮拜已經買了大概有十本書了
在書店看的就不算了~

不過我還是很喜歡在書店(有位子的)享受啃書的感覺
必須還是要訓練自己的大腦
如何在這樣大量的資訊進入腦中之後
迅速整理出大綱
就像是一個混亂的電腦桌面
把一個個的檔案放入一個個的資料夾裡面
卻又要打一張excel表整理這些資料
但是我發現我的速度常常都不夠
歸了資料夾之後又要再把它拿出來
新建一個名稱再放進去
但是又不對
其他的資訊好像更有保存性
應該把它刪掉...!#$@#$@#

往往覺得很充實
但最後卻又混成一團
我想這就是我最近的心情寫照吧
工作上,人際上
也是分時間分區塊去煩惱
大前的思考技術完全幫不上忙
讓我深刻了解工作的事企業的問題
就留給有邏輯的方法吧
心理的感性的問題
我可能還需要請人再給我一盞明燈

Sunday, May 25, 2008

burst into sobs for tokyo tower

因為本來覺得還滿好看的Prison Break,在第一次計畫失敗之後
要放棄原本的路,重開另一條更複雜的路
想的這個,我就覺得根本在拖戲!!!
整個就沒興趣再繼續看下去了
剛好看到之前抓的Tokyo Tower
就放了第一集來看
沒想到..........

才短短的第一集
就讓螢幕前的我哭到不能自己
總讓我想到自己是多麼的幸福
而父母這樣辛苦的工作也為了我們的將來在為我們打拼
當然時代在前進,雖然一定會跟不上時代無法真正了解我們在想的是什麼
但是那一份關心是絕對不會少的
也許表現的方式不是那麼的fancy或是體面
但是卻是完完全全毫不保留的給我們
當雅君坐上火車打開包袱
我真的無法控制了...
對他們來說也許很困難
從鄉下到東京
但是對我來說
我必須要從台北到世界
相信我那時一定會更加的不捨
我不能再浪費時間了
不會再辜負父母的期望
感謝Formosa的不錄取證明
可以完完全全的確定我的道路
希望明年可以踏上旅程

Thursday, May 1, 2008

About GMAT Test

Today I talked with Luigi(He said a pun joke about his name is 錄音機)
When I told him about I decided to take GMAT test in June, he replied me agitatedly:
I just don't know why u Chinese people always want to learn by test. It's not good leraning. Especially you are not ready and you know you can't make it.
Buy Taipei Times once a week, spare a little time to read it aloud everyday. It's not diffcult cuz' you know what's the story is.

Talking to myself: yeah..It's really make sense. Sometimes we teke test is just to push ourselves to study more. But it's just for the people who had weak willpower. Johnny, you had made up your mind, give yourself a chance and believe yourself. You have to do it well.
Conclusion: postpone taking the GMAT and read English everyday!!

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Wendy's advice for me

my simple advice to you- when applying, focus, strive for it, concentrate on every single thing you're doing.
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My feedback for this advice:
Not do things much, but do things deeply.

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

以後叫我風哥吧

自從上禮拜因為左腳無法站立而去看骨科
照完X光也看不出任何原因而去抽血檢驗
今天去看結果...
醫生直接說~
這就是痛風引起的啊
你看尿酸8.3才會讓你的發炎指數這麼高
跟有沒有扭到沒有關係啦
以後不要去吃什麼火鍋
吃完你就知道啦
要多喝水喔~~

哀..我寧願是扭到耶
不過可喜的是尿酸有降
代表我近日來的運動還有飲食是有進步的
大家有什麼偏方趕快跟我說吧
美雲解直接跟我說
有一帖金屋號(台語)~
四物燉苦瓜
她老公吃完馬上就不痛了
哀..為什麼我要跟老灰阿一樣勒
趕快好起來吧

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眾人:鋒哥!